Sunday, April 03, 2016
I was out in the morning for just a little walk. I had to be home today as I have some things to work on for the workplace. I've a new assignment or challenge. I am excited and look forward to tomorrow to see if I can handle this new challenge well. I am determined.
I haven't been able to update as much as I would like to do to my workload. I'm usually too tired to do anything else. My work as an office admin, I have to do a lot of managing and arranging. After one project is over, I usually think that I could take a deep breath and relax a little, but they always come up with something. Recently, I have to organize a group marathon for the colleagues. Looking for suppliers, checking out the products that we need to use, prizes preparation etc. It's fun, I cannot complain that is for sure, I get to take a look at things like Joy Jewelers college rings, or personalized printed gifts for the colleagues etc. So I get to be the one to help choose. Sometimes they like what I chose, sometimes not - but most of the time I get good reviews. I am grateful.
I am managing well so far. :)
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Today my mood is better. I went out for a walk at 8 am after my morning routine. It was drizzling but the air was fresh. The plus side of a rainy day, I had the streets almost to myself.
I had the chance to contemplate on my life and felt the feeling of acceptance. I accept myself. Even the things that I dislike about me. I still have work to do on myself. And I need to see it as something good & exciting that will happen to me.
Life is hard when all you focus on is the lack. But think about all the possibilities!! :) I'm excited already. :)
Thank you life!
Saturday, February 20, 2016
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Thursday, February 11, 2016
How is it a 25 year old knows about what she wants better than I do ? That's what I was thinking last week when I was talking to one of my colleagues. She seemed to have her life figured out. Made me feel somewhat depressed. I bounced back to my positive , optimistic self back in a week... Ahaha :) that took a while.
I wish I have my life figured out by now. Especially when I'm in my 30's. Truth is, I'm pretty sure I'm not alone and that somewhat comforts me. Hahaha once again.
But then again, all I can do is live daily the best I could because I don't know whether I'd live the next day even. I am sure I did not utilise my days 100% but I'm sure I am doing somewhat better than last year this time around. The point is to do better every time.
So at least on that I am clear. Be happy everyday as if it's my last. Do my best at work and learn or gather knowledge and experience as if I will have to live forever.
I am happy. I am working on myself. Let's see how much progress I will have made this time around next year. :)
Tuesday, February 09, 2016
Almost throughout my young adult life I never had a resolution much less to follow any of them if I ever did have them. But this year I made a resolution that for the last month I had been following religiously. I woke up 4:30 or 5:00 am. If I am extremely tired over the weekend, I would allow myself to sleep till 6:30 am or 8:00 am the latest.
First things is pray, and later read something that would my spirits up. And if I have the time, listen to some motivational speeches on YouTube. All these routine tends to set my mood throughout the day. I feel motivated.
The little voice that says "this is just going to be just like all your resolutions". But I just told that voice to shut the f up. :) I am doing this. And they say if you do something over 30 days it will be a habit. And I have done it more than that. I have to say I am proud of myself. *giving myself a pat on the back*
I am confident good things will happen if isn't happening right now... But I'm sure I have set something in motion for those things to come to me.
Thank you for reading!